ivanbmrj

Trying to draw and model more these days

And that's it for now.

Since my last journal post, really, I like to write, but for some reason that I don't know yet, here I don't like that much. Anyways, long story short, a year has passed since I got employed and it changed A LOT my way of thinking about how stupid and greedy a human being can be to do what he/she wants when it comes about money AND power. Geez, this was supposed to be a FUN job in a FUN companny, mobile games and such, nothing of that crap "office jobs", white collar and etc, but damn... at least here in Brazil people like to FUCK UP nice things, REALLY REALLY BAD!It angers me, I would like to say here that my art improved in this year, that I'm practicin' more and stuff, but really, I'm not in the mood to do nothing, and that ANGERS ME MORE. I hear so much nonsense here, and there are plenty of people feelin' like kings and queens, geez...to end this, it was like "welcome to the desert of the real". Like Barry Allen would say after get his blue ring "All will be well" (nerd I know, but I am one, what can I do ? xD )

After a very long period of a freakin' wave of bad luck and all sorts of things goin' 'rong...at last one REALLY good thing!
I got a job, my FIRST job, and I'm really excited about it coz it's in my area, game design! o/
ok ok, I confess that I do not achieved that level that I want so much, to be a game/movie concept artist, but everybody has to take the first step with somethin' right? So, I guess that start workin at Glu Mobile it's very good as a first job.
June is coming and with it some 3d (xsi and zbrush to be specific) classes that I hope will level up my skills.

Think that's it for now

c ya

whoever that reads this =o

Well, what can i say?Got my vacation I've been waiting so much, but, now what? I'm doing some digital painting specialization (since I don't remember the word I want to use, but it's somethin' close to it), and looking for job, but I don't know, I miss my friends and family.
I just wish that there was more to do, dunno... I had better beginnings.
=

4 years has passed, excuse me 'bout the cliche, but, it was like a blink of an eye!Man, it feels SO FUCKIN GOOD to be graduated, it's like a to have a huge weight lifted off from my back!That "job done" sensation, it feels great!And better yet, to rid my parents pocket off of that damn expensive university!From now on, I hope I can get more time to draw and practice other things, like 3d modelling and such!VACATION (for a time, not 2 long i hope ¬¬, GOTTA GET A JOB!)
o/